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May 23rd, 2010

Happiness?

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"It's a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier, happier life. As children, we're told to smile, be cheerful and put on a happy face. As adults we're told to look on the bright side, make lemonade and see glasses half full. Sometimes reality can get in our way of the ability to act the happy part though. Your health can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. It's in these moments when you just want to get real, drop the act and be your true, scared, unhappy self.

Ask most people what they want out of life and the answer is simple... to be happy. Maybe it's this expectation of wanting to be happy that just keeps us from ever getting there. Maybe the more we try to will ourselves to state of bliss, the more confused we get to the point where we don't recognize ourselves. Instead we just keep smiling, trying to be the happy people we once were until eventually it hits us... it's been there all along. Not in dreams or hopes, but in the known, the comfortable, the familiar."

-- Grey's Anatomy

May 16th, 2010

Do what you want but you're never gonna break me.

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I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there's light
And nobody cries, there's only butterflies

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place

Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
To better days take me away
Take me away
(I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine)
A secret place
(I got a love and I know that it's all mine)
Take me away, a hiding place

The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright
The sun is on my side and takes me for a ride
I smile up to the sky, I know I'll be alright

May 9th, 2010

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I don't want to be your charity case.

April 12th, 2010

6 years, 3 weeks, 5 days on.

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There is something about the XY species that I'll probably never understand.
The part of them that treats their fellow species members like Godsent angels and saints, and then there's that larger part of them which give them the delusion that treating the homogametic species like a decent human being is akin to a sin that would send them to the deepest levels of Hell.

So perhaps I'll never figure that out. But face it, life goes on.

March 17th, 2010

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The fragility of Life.

February 25th, 2010

WELFARE FTW.

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SPECIALLY FOR TAN YENJIN :D )

February 21st, 2010

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 Have you spent a day surrounded by people and yet not saying a single word?

The only words that left my mouth today were, "Yes." and oh I think I was humming to Hey There Delilah.

Officially lost all respect for you.

February 3rd, 2010

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January 17th, 2010

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"He knows what it feels like to be rejected and humiliated and to feel your heart ripped out because you finally took a chance on that relationship and it wound up confirming all your worst fears: that you are worthless and not worth caring about."

January 6th, 2010

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 You know, there are days when you wake up with this dark twisty feeling, probably after effects of a really bad nightmare or something, but the feeling, it's so strong it overcomes you, and you just feel drowned and suffocated by this whelm of depression that you don't feel like facing the world?
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