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THIS POST IS FOR YOU JOSH!

STAY STRONG! (: (: (:

Sometimes we forget.

"Sometimes we forget who we are. We become that which we hate, that which we once found most sinister; we become that very thing we swore to never be. Smashing, crushing, and murdering our old selves into an unrecognizable pulp, bleeding and writhing in ashes of old freedome beneath our loathsome feet."

Because sometimes we end up forgetting how to feel.

Today was a bad day cos I forgot to bring my pencil case. ): ): ): So I decided not to study in school haha I missed my pencil case too much.

Doing math the past few days has been really fulfilling hahaha. You just get this great sense of satisfaction when you do math. (: Okay I sound retarded. My tummy hurts. ):

Okay I really really shouldn't be here.

Just watched Les Choristes omg I know Promos are in 10 days, remind me again, but seriously that was one of the best films I've ever ever ever watched ahh it was so so so touching I wanted to cry. The lyrics are so meaningful and the songs are beyond awesome omg. I could practically marry Jean-Baptiste Maunier omg he is so hot omg omg omg and listen to him sing omg omg omg. And he's 18 this year HAHAHAHA. Sheesh I'm incoherent AHH.
 

Okay I'm really not supposed to be here. Especially when I have a kazillion things to complete by tomorrow, which probably explains why I'm not sleeping tonight.

Spent Sunday night talking on the phone with Elaine <3 from 2-3.30am. Then I couldn't sleep till 4.30, and woke up at 5.45am for school after that. I had a weird nightmare about Jang and the centrepiece though. I have no idea what the content was. Just remembered, Jang. Centrepiece. Freaky.

But even with the lack of sleep, I was really awake during lessons. Didn't doze off at all. And I managed to study Organic Chem till 7plus in school. Although I reached home and watched Superband, went online, got distracted and really tired. Supposed to take a nap till 12 but I didn't manage to wake up. Why am I not surprised.

Had to get to school myself today cos my brother was sick. Math lecture was soooo draggy it felt like eons. Ended up dozing off during Econs tutorial so I escaped to the toilet. PW was a much needed mugging session, Bio was just. Bio. AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH ZELEI AND KHANGWEN AND SHERRY for whatever happened at the classroom. According to Zelei my face was red, but I think I couldn't beat hers. Anyway. Mugging was really effective at A413. Really conducive cos it was very quiet and the view was nice. Hahaha. And I liked the sun shining in. I FINISHED ALL OF ORGANIC CHEMISTRY WOOHOO.

The day was kinda sucky in the end cos I felt like a dejected reject. And the day ended so firetrucking badly I swear I was on the verge of crying cos I felt so horrible. ): ): ): But I'm better now I guess.

MAF 2008. (:

Kay I guess the final thing wasn't as awesome as I wanted it to be. But the whole journey was really awesome. All the random bickering with Zhaobo our dearest Fountain Comm chair, getting really really really annoyed at everyone and anyone, coming up with crazy awesome ideas, wearing our kool kaps, carrying benches, taping hoses, playing with connectors and screwdrivers, acting as a weight for the rope tying people, doing skirting, setting up the fountain in the shape of the theme, doing the rope lights, bricks, wires, cable ties, carrying pumps, freaking out about the rain, insulating all the connections, power points, circuits, splashing around the fountain, getting crazy wet, adjusting the water jets, choreographing the fountain show, having the water rush through my feet when dismantling, repeating myself over and over again about how going under the tarp doesn't help, I'M REALLY GONNA MISS ALL THAT. ):

THANK YOU FOUNTAIN COMM. (:

- ZELEIIIII. I think I wouldn't have survived this entired journey without you! Our crazy awesome ideas omggg. LOVE YOU DEAREST. <3 Don't stress!!
- Sherwyn!! The super freaking cool bubble machines and dried ice and the laser show! Thank you for everything really. Although you weren't with us physically I know you were always thinking about the fountain. Thanks for the encouraging smses too! :D :D :D
- Xiwen, XOXO Gossipgirls. (: (:
- Qihan, hahaha my fellow control station 2 guard.
- Zhaobo! Our awesome fountain chair. Your constant encouraging smses with your super waterproof phone and workplans and the VERY THOUGHTFUL PHOTOFRAME THING make up for all the times you bickered with us, disappeared from the fountain, screamed/shouted/talked at your normal volume at us hahaha and so so so much more. THANK YOU! (:

See why we all love Facebook.


Pre fountain!


During the show!


Fountain comm FTW! :D :D :D

I'll upload more when I get them. <35th!

STUDY MARI STUDY.

From my friends page.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. 

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. 

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. 

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. 

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. 

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. 

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. 

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.  

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx